"2025"
3/1/2026
If 2025 was a person, they would be an individual with strong mood swings.
Despite their unpredictable emotions, they provided you with great insight and knowledge in preperations for your future and what comes tomorrow, and I'm thankful for that.
in Reality: I have graduated from college with an IT degree, a solid 3.2 out of 4 GPA with the interest of continuing another 2 years of study! A huge step into adulthood at a young age.
I've spent alot of my time connecting with my family relatives and visiting them often due to all of my cousins studying abroad and being the only man to be able to accomedate during their lonely hours, something I'll continue to maintain for the rest of my time.
The idea of attending a psychward sounded genuine, but that was an overkill so I've been attending more cognitive therapy to help with socializing in real life. I have attended many social gatherings and community events and it has improved my social skills drastically!
The internet world however; it's been the weakest.
I had to retire from several projects to focus on the real world, having no time to invest myself in them; and it included me having to say farewells to people I dearly loved after various repeatitive mishaps I kept getting myself into with many unresolved misunderstandings. Some left me behind with no explination, I fear to seek why they done so, and I've just accepted it.
The worst of them was the loss of a dear friend who I stuck with for 7 years, the man who I laughed with, grieved with, celebrated, protected and loved. When a hobby project becomes real business, you end up sacrificing, I was his sacrifice. Grief lingers in me like a parasite, and I can't do much other than to exhale my frustrations to no one but myself
I may have lost one dear friend, in exchange I gained many friends in real life that are dear to me aswell, we had a thanksgiving ceremony and I ended up weeping after the host made a speech about why they do thanksgiving.
2025 as a whole has been a rollercoaster ride of emotions and optimisim. A memorable experience and a farewell to my youngself in preperations for responsibility and maturity.
2026 ---- Year of The Exiled!
